yeah, im a bum. so what?

i drink. i smoke. i party.

life is always in motion. you just dont have enough time to do everything you want. you'd always say 'i could do that tomorrow, today ill do something else." but what if the world ends tomorrow? what if you die tomorrow? or, or what if you suddenly stop breathing in your sleep?

sigh. even I am guilty of that.

im nineteen. and instead of being in school, im not. not because my parents dont have the money but because i simply dont wanna be in school. immature? yeah. maybe. maybe i am immature! but come to think it, im happy. i feel like im just taking a break. taking a break from this rollercoaster ride were always in. im taking my time to breathe. to appreciate the little things around me. nature. people. emotions. life itself.

for others, i am just another bum.

but hey. i am taking my time. slowly. i know i dont have all the time in the world but id rather grow old doing something that i want than doing something i never really wanted in the first place.

-- and no. i am NOT going to do this my entire life. :)

i dont do drugs. but im always high.