10:55 PM

ECSTACY

her diamonds started to flow like that of a lost river with no destination. she bathe herself with black water from the depths of hell. wounds sprang from her pelt and she moaned like that of woman in deep ecstasy with a lover. her nakedness showed the bruises of her uncertanties. she refuses to be aided. she solely awaits her devotee's return. her lesions grow worst everyday yet she feels no worry of the pain. she sat frozen on top of thorny rose bushes, her skin reaping with her every motion. the body of this woman seemed to have died long ago but her soul continued to live and so the carcass continued to breathe. every ache is no longer a stinging sore but a pleasurable feeling of living in sweet bitter ecstasy of hope. eyes buoyant and blissfully at ease with her entireness. the public who sees her is overwhelmed with complex emotions; for such a brave soul to endure endless death everyday. they give her clemency to stop this foolish act; she bade their pities goodbye. idiotic people wont ever comprehend her raison d'ĂȘtre; for what she feels is love. and everyday she will die for love. until her body becomes numb from despair and she will only feel the heavenly bliss of love. and she waits. and waits..day after day.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

deepest sigh... your words ache. i dont know but it sounds so familiar. dont want this thing nymore in my own heart... i swear... i'll let it go. its happening... i hope.

purplehue-man said...

A part of me died and has been buried a long time ago too. Sometimes we all must die in order to feel again.. in order to live.. to love.
We all face some kind of death to have freedom. We all have our own hell to face. And the people who don't see the greatness of your existence are truly idiots.
Sorry honey but I don't believe that you have to expect pain in order to feel real love.
Love freely without inhibitions.. to love and be loved may not guarantee us everyday happiness nor should it guarantee us pain. Just let love come.
I hate the thought of seeing you in pain.. I know someday you will find yourself loved without even feeling a bit of pain.

Meeting you is about the most wonderful thing that happened to me this year. I miss you honey.